Right gotta make this quick cuz there's homework to be done.
Ytd took my didi to see Alvin and the Chipmunks. The show was quite good la. Except that we were rushing to get to the cinema and so didn't get any popcorn. D:
Before that went to McD (heartland mall) with Valerie to do homework. Jia Qi was at the McCafe thing. :D
So got quite a bit of hw done there.
Okays. BB!

[edit]
Hieloo. I'm back. :C
Doing my homework. What else is there to do?
Sku reopens in about 2 weeks time. So yeah, I should enjoy my clear-headedness while it lasts.
I'm so tired!!!
Yknow there's this NE hw for the holidays. Its so crap! I'm supposed to find a picture and do something crappy with it, and I'm also supposed to find out info on my great-grandparents. Heck, stuff my parents don't even KNOW.
Why do we need to do this?
No reason! The teachers so kpo one....:C
Ok. I've got pictures to print! BB!
[/edit]

Alright, I still want book 7. But I'm not going to rant agaain.
Because that would make my blog boring (not that it isn't already). Seems like either no one is viewing my blog, or no one bothers to find the tagboard.
Oh who cares. THis afternoon was so crap, I was on the verge of deleting this thing anyway. I might change url, tho.
I bought refills for my pencil- orange lead! :DD
Yay.

I WANT BOOK 7. NOWWWWW.
Not fair lar. I don't even know if the batch for Singapore come alr anot. I've checked the Parkway Borders 2wice alr! And Kinokuniya is so bloody far away. BOO!
I've checked Tokyopop.com and Streetdirectory.com AND eBay in my desperation, but NONE of them have any frikkin info on the stores that have it! GAAAHHHHH. *hissss*
PLUS Tokyopop isn't just Singapore, its originally from the bloody U.S man. So even if I got it shipped all the way down here by FedEx, its gonna cost more than I can pay. :(
NOOOOOOOO.
I don't even have book 5 lah. And its not like I'm also following another series of comics. Just 1 IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
Ok. Shan't rant here anymore.

Today kinda just passed in a slow blur.
Alright. I'm really really bored. THere's nothing to do on the computer and there's nothing to do at home other than...my homework. Augh.
I WANT BOOK 5 AND 7!
Argh. I'm bored.

I did my D&T cover page. But it sucks, like everything I do does.
I'm hungry. And depressed...
BAH. ):
Try to update later. But if I don't feel like it, I won't. ))):<

Be happy. I'm updating.
Aiyah, there's actually nothing to say. Depressed as usual only.
My bestest eraser broke. AND I can't find the electrical wire with the fallen-off-rubber.
Dumb.
I can't do anything properly right now. I can't concentrate on doing anything luh. ))))):
Nooooo. I wanna break something.
GAH.

If it doesn't matter if I laugh or cry, then I won't smile anymore. It just makes me tired.

Every smile seems fake, even now.

What to say?
zzz. My happy feeling is gone now. :O
bb.

It rained much today. I don't think there was lightning though. I mean, crap- without lightning there might as well be nothing more pleasing in it raining.
My lungs are growing moss and my gut is breeding mosquitoes. :(
I was trying to return the table to its original shade of near-white. So I scrubbed and I rubbed and I....blew your house down. HAHA.
Ok, I'm not laughing.
5 yr old de cousin staying over. She was the one who insisted that she stay over at our house while her mother was doing some volunteer work, then when she got into the car she burst into tears. I was like.......
But as Rebecca says, "Aya, she's only 5 lah."
And yes, I'm trying to be nice to her. Even though I'm feeling depressed.
Scratch that. I'm feeling very very very depressed. :(
It's 1 in the flamingo morning. She should hurry up and get to sleep.
Plus the fact that she's noisy like anything and everything and she's sitting next to me and I'm trying to watch Loveless. And fyi, Loveless is rated 13+. And she's running around and jumping around. Reminder: It's 1 in the morning.
Oh,and I found an electrical wire that the rubber has fallen off a bit. So who knows? On a really bad day, you might realize that I'm not alive anymore. :)
Oh yes, the thought pleases me.

Ok. I'll end here and let you wonder about that cute little electrical wire.

I'm back as promised. Not a very good sleep last night. My grandmama's staying over for a while, so she's staying in the bedroom. So it's pretty hard to sleep with her snoring loudly in the other bed. No offense.
Woke up before anyone in the house did. Yes, including my grandmother. :(
But then my brother woke up, so I couldn't watch Ritsuka pierce Soubi's ears in peace. :((
There's like nothing else to do than... my homework. Which I've lost, once again.

How come every night I get so depressed huh? :(
Technically, it isn't night now la. It's 1:10 am in the freakin morning. I've finished Eldest. Which was so crap, because the last page in big bold letters: Story to be continued in Book 3.
Happy lah! >:O
I've increased my collection of Loveless pictures, which was pretty easy to do for about 2 hours because there are so many other Loveless-obsessed freaks like me. Not serious.
Anyway I did that for about 2 hours and then all the rest of the pictures were pretty much crap and fan art that didn't even resemble the characters and made me sick. :(
I suddenly want to stab my calculator. :O
Anyway, no storms so far I think. And I still don't own a golf club. Therefore, you may not worry about any disappearances of mine...
Unless I decide to cut a wire in the bath.
Very very very depressed. :((((

But as usual, tmr (morning) I'll be fine again.
Oh yes. I was rewatching Loveless. I made it to Episode 2 before the need for book 7 overwhelmed me. ;
So I'll now leave you till morning, when I'll be fine again. :(

Reading Eldest. :)
Nothing much to say. Because these few days have been boring. I still want book 7. ;D
Breakfast was instant roti prata. XD Cute right?
And lunch was is at 5.45pm, instant noodles. Lazy to go out and eat? Lazy to cook?
Something like that.
Nothing much to say.

I'm depressed again. o.O
I'm listening to MCR, which I havent even touched since..... I dunno. Some tracks on MCR sound like plain noise, but its amazing cuz it takes skill to make noise if you know what I mean.
Looking for some really really loud noisy CDs to shut my mind down. Know the feeling?
Anyway, I've finally sorted out all the pictures in my My Pictures folder. It took me 2.5 hours.
Pancakes for dinner! It's true.
Right. I'm going to do my maths assessments. =) Wanna do well next year! :D
I've finished my maths holiday hw, have yet to complete my chinese and D&T.
Sian lah. I don't plan to do my chinese hw until the last min, AND I haven't bought my D&T folio.
Chinese got 2 parts, 1 is the written and 2 is the creative. I have to start 2 early. 1 I don't really care when I do it lah. 1/2hour per piece, 3 pieces. So... whatever.

Ohyes. I changed my blogskin. I wonder who will be the first to find my tagboard? It's pretty easy actually lah.

just because you're crazy doesn't mean you don't speak the truth.

[edit] I'm back, after doing 1/2hours worth of maths. ;D
I've decided to rewatch Loveless all over again because book 7 isn't out yet. haha!.
So that'd make it the 3rd time I rewatched it. Yay. I WANT BOOK 7. *bares teeth*
Anyway, I was talking about the kind of music that's so so noisy and loud that you can't hear yourself think. I added some at the sidebar so if you want to know what I need to hear right now.. yup. My mother isn't back yet. :'(
My brother is watching Monster Allergy. :D I like the fat orange guy.
I'm off for more Loveless. Buh-bye! [/edit]
[edit2] Noooo. I said I was going to watch but then how to watch properly when the stupid screwed up thing keeps hang-ing??? tsk...[/edit2]

I am so very pissed off.
Today I was actually in a good enough mood to use the DAMNED corel painter. Then I paint happy happy alr then the effing program just closed on me and my picture dissolved into nothingness. __
And it didnt just happen 1 time. 2 freaking times my picture was gone. And 1 picture took me about an hour?
And its not like today I have nothing better to do than let the damned thing waste my time la.
I have things to do de lor.
STUPID SCREWED UP THING.
And it doesn't even give a damned warning luh!

*bares teeth*

I'm feeling depressed.
Very very depressed. =\
Change my blogskin ba. ACK. Veryveryvery depressed.....
Byebye.

Hmm. Do I post everyday?
I don't even rmbr. I don't even know what I do everyday online. X(
Bored luhs.
I wish Loveless 7 was outtt.
I've already re-read my books. BAHs.
Just now my brother wanted me to play Habbo with him. I haven't gone to Habbo since....last year? The beginning of this year? Last last year?
I have no idea. But I'd even forgotten the url. I had to ask him for it. =x
Anyway, I had nothing bttr to do, so I dug up my super old account. Tsk. I don't even know how he can find it fun. Even the last time I played I was bored out of my mind.
Sigh. Anyway the lightning thing.
I thought of another great way to die. Wouldn't freezing to death be great too?
I read that before you freeze to death, you'd feel warm and sleepy. Isn't that a great way to feel your last moments? But Li jun said that we'd only freeze to death at -50 C So....kinda hard.
Lightning is good too, yknow.

ok. I will...find something to do.
Byee.

Finished 2 books today. Damn it lah. Need another trip to the library.
Ohyeah. Today me and my mother was talking abt how when someone jumps dwn from a building, the police will handcuff the dead person. Because he took his life . So I figure if I ever feel like dying I'll go stand on the roof of the HDB flat holding a golf club in to the air during a storm and wait for the lightning to strike me. The police won't blame me for that. Lets see them try to handcuff the lightning.
But I didnt mention this to my mother.
She'd call up the psychologists and keep me well away from roofs and golf clubs.

Yknow I've been creepily laughing to myself. Like, when I'm alone in the house. I'd suddenly burst into laughter for no reason.
Which is creeping me out.
Finally installed my Intuos3. Yaaay.
The functions are super nice but. Somehow I can't find the ... erm. That pen....whatsitcalled. NVM. Its all acrylic and oil and watercolor and gouache. Theres no ordinary ink pen or whatever its called. So like wadevs.
I can't really draw with that thing but I'll try to get the hang of it.
Oh and guess what. I haven't had dinner. Ack. Super hungry but nothing 2 eat! Waiting for my father to come home.
These few days have been pretty boring now that the intensive thing is over. Apart from that 2 days that I had to catch up on all my backdated tuition work. Equations are fun, but not when you have to do them from morning to night.
Or 3-4 hours for thast matter.

Super boredd. I will go back and re-read all my library books, damnit.
Here I've got nothing to do at all.

Reality is just an illusion, however persistent it may be. -Einstein

Pissed off.
I dunno what is wrong with my mother these past few days. Like today, she was scolding my brother (I don't know why, but I heard part of it) she was sayingyelling something like "Where is that book you took downstairs? You don't remember taking it down I remember ok?!"
And my brother hasn't even said that he forgot when he took it down. And even if he doesn't rmb does it really matter???
Many other things, which I cant say lah. Many pple knows her as a teacher so..... cannot la.
Sorry I'm not as regular as before I deleted all my posts.
And my posts aren't as long too.
Maybe its because I'd want to save myself the trouble of deleting all the posts again when I finally get sick of myself again.

the 7 deadly signs of depression. collect them all. (I've got them all. Woohoo.)

Short post, cuz today was boring.
I wish sku started sooner lor. Holidays are really boring. Apart from the load of homework lah.
SIAN!
I didn't do anything at all today. Seriously. I didn't even go to the Esplanade library.
Hopefully tmr I'll go. And then -oh crap. What tmr lar. If my parents allow me to go I'll be at Plaza Sing with Amanda and Valerie and who knows who else watching Enchanted.
Beh.
And then Monday IF MY PARENTS ALLOW I'll be at Escape theme park with Ke Xin and who knows who else.
Tsk. Sorry for the huge picture at the top. Its Ritsuka from Loveless. And I thought its pretty fitting coz Xmas time is coming.
And also because I'm too lazy to make a proper skin with the picture.
I want loveless book 7.
GRRR.
Okok. I'm gone to clean my book shelf.

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